The yellow rose signafies friendship. But as many of us with bipolar and borderline personality, our friendships usually don’t last. The people that stay with us should be our focus, not the people of our past. But when you have these mood disorders the ones that never took the time to understand us are the ones we focus on. Why wasn’t I good enough? I tried so hard. How come he or she couldn’t love me? I have several friends that love me just as I am flaws and all. Most of them at sometime or another have even suffered from my abuse. I appreciate them more than they know.