Sometimes what life gives us is hard to take. One moves on, the other plans a death by lake.
From others my feelings becoming detached, Ruined friendships that will never be patched.
Bad behaviors are they hers or are they mine? I wish her to leave I’ve drawn the line.
Never have I been this mean before, I’m not the mean one you’re.
She comes out of me when I can’t find the words to say. Good thing I was going to traffic to play,
I cry, I am tired of the world today. She says whiney bitch get out of the way.
If you see me with a shake and a slur, it’s not me, it’s her. Run!
Published by Jill L. Ware
Hello! I am a lot of things. First and foremost, I am me. Like it or leave it I believe God made me just as I am. That I need to go through these trials and tribulation to become who it is I am meant to be. does it suck? yes it does. I have two sons and three granddaughter and one on the way. I've been diagnosed with bipolar and borderline personality disorder for several years. This is a way to let my words out, get them out of my head. You are not alone in your struggle with these diseases, it's exhausting trying to be normal. Or what we percieve as normal.
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