I have been a lost sheep for some time now. This time I prepared myself for the devils attacks. But self control wasn’t as hard as before.
Long mean, text messages I type and erase. That’s progress. Usually I would’ve hit the send button that’s if it hadn’t already came out my mouth.
Instead, I asked God to please help them find a way to fix whatever it is in their heart, causing them to be so full of hate. They do not know my heart, but God does . I can do this. I have done it before.
This event, the abused was about me, but directed at my husband. I could see his hurt, that’s where my anger came from. There is not a mean bone in his body.
I want to protect those that I love. I’m going to pray like never before.
