Looking at her, you know what I see the fact that you wanted her more than me.
I thought I’d be able to forgive and forget. Wrong I was, It’ll be a while yet.
I stomped and screamed at you “Why?”.Since your answer I’ve wanted to cry.
No amount of medication will make it go away. I have words I’m dying to say.
“She is skinny you are not.” That’s probably why I have never forgot.
I fell in love with you because you helped her out. It went on for years there is no doubt.
We’ve been best friends two decades now, with the betrayal, I don’t see how.
“ If you hadn’t caught me, I’d have never stopped.” . With your words all my other hurts topped.
She can be thankful I loved her before you. Otherwise I’d be starting a life new.
I developed a disorder, eat I could not. Anything I put in my mouth tasted of rot.
Have you noticed? I’m much smaller for you now?
I pray one day to forgive you both, but I don’t see how.
Jill L. Ware 
